(if you're not G.S., then forget it, and move along)
I know. I know most of what you are going through.
And, I know what all happened.
I knew it was gonna happen before it did. Somehow I always figured it would.
Nothing bad is gonna come from it. You can't worry about that. You just gotta get better.
Heal up.
Reach out to folks that really give a good danggone about you, and don't shut them off from fear, or guilt.
It's okay. Trust me...it's okay.
It's a season that will pass, and you'll come out stronger, and wiser.
Later, Andy